MANILA -- It took her six tries, across the months since her split with Joem Bascon. The five other recordings, she could not even move past the first few seconds before turning into a crying mess.

Judging by her newest vlog (the sixth try), titled "The Breakup Story," it was clear just how much Crisha Uy loved the actor and how she struggled to accept that he simply "fell out of love."

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The vlogger, who was with Bascon for more than eight years, was still visibly heartbroken over their breakup in the video, failing to hold back her tears in several parts.

But despite this apparent pain, she explained that this was a vlog that she needed to record as she hopes it can serve as inspiration for those who were similarly devastated over love --proof, she said, that it's possible to "start fresh."

She began it by saying that there's no shame in crying.

She said: "It doesn't make you weak. ...Tao lang tayo, okay lang umiyak. Crying is part of the healing process, it's okay to make yourself fragile para mabuo ulit iyong sarili mo."

Uy then continued that she has no regrets over the relationship.

"Hindi ko ni-regret na naging kami, iyong eight years namin kasi mahal ko naman siya. ...Mahirap sabihin pero wala na tayong magagawa if he fell out of love," she admitted.

"Hindi ko naman puwedeng pilitin iyong taong hindi na ako mahal. Mahirap tanggapin pero kailangan."

Bascon was the one who revealed their breakup last month. He refused to detail what happened, although he did take the blame.

Uy described their split as "uncontrollable."

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"I have to love myself more. ...If magmahal man ako muli, I will never forget to love myself," she said, talking about the main lesson she learned from the failed relationship.

Uy also touched a bit on rumors that Bascon had gotten back together with his ex, actress Meryll Soriano.

While she stopped herself from mentioning any names, Uy said: "Kung may minahal man agad siya pagkatapos, it's not really my business anymore. Doon lang ako sa parte ng buhay niya na involved ako."

"It's not my concern anymore," she added, referring to the photos her fans have been sending her of Bascon with another woman.

Uy uploaded the vlog Friday, where she also thanked her fans for helping her reach 300,000 subscribers.