OPM artist Kean Cipriano is mourning the sudden loss of his mother Chona. In his Instagram post last April 7, the O/C Records founder penned a heart-wrenching tribute for his mom and how he is dealing with his grief. 

He wrote, “Napakasakit. Napakabilis ng mga pangyayare. Nakakatakot. Nakakayanig. Napakasakit na makita kang nahihirapan. Hindi mo deserve yon. I’m so sorry you had to go through that pain. Sobra akong nalulungkot dahil deserve mo pang mas makilala ang sarili mo at maexperience pa ang beauty ng buhay kasama ng mga taong mahal mo. Pero payapa ako na tapos na ang paghihirap.”

Kean also shared in the post how he will always remember his mom through music and how her presence will always be felt in everything she loved and cared for. “Alam kong nagpaparamdam ka sa mga kanta. Nararamdaman kita sa hangin.

"Yung pagmamahal na binigay mo sa lahat ng taong naging parte ng buhay mo, ay naibuhos samin nitong mga nakaraang araw. Ang daming nagmamahal sa'yo, Mommy. Pare-pareho sila ng sinasabi : 'napakabait ng Mommy nyo. Napakabuti ng puso. Walang masamang tinapay.'"

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As the eldest of three brothers, Kean remembered how his mom would always make sure to remind him of her love and care. “Nagpapasalamat ako na nakasama kita sa buhay na to Mommy, @chonacipriano. Salamat sa pagmamahal. Salamat sa lahat lahat. Sobrang mamimiss kita. Sobra. Yung ngiti mo. Yung boses at tawa mo, yung mga yakap at halik. Mamimiss ko yung palagi mong sinasabi sa'kin na 'Kean, wag ka masyado magpastress sa work ha. Relax ka lang.'

He futher emphasized how the sudden loss affected him. "Sobrang wasak puso ko ngayon, Mommy. Hindi ko parin matanggap. Magsisimula ako na mabuhay ng wala ka. Ang bigat. Ang lungkot. Pero yung pagmamahal mo ang dadalhin ko para umusad. Rest in peace, Mommy. Mahal na mahal kita. Keanpot.”

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In 2016, Kean lost his father, Edgie Cipriano, due to cardiac arrest at the age of 52. The 37-year-old singer had always been vocal about his grieving. He wrote in one post, “This is the saddest day of my life. Dumating ang araw na pinakakinakatakutan ko. Ang bilis, nakakagulat. Pero alam kong everything is written in heaven and everything is in God's will. Thanks for devoting your life to our family. For living an awesome life with us and for us. Dadalhin ko lahat ng natutunan ko sa'yo habangbuhay! Kasama ka sa lahat ng pangarap ko! Mamimiss kita kakwentuhan, kaasaran at kainuman! Mamimiss ko na yakapin at halikan ka! Yung tawa mo, yung boses mo.. Lahat!! Lagi kang nasa puso ko!! You will always be my idol and my inspiration!”